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April didn’t do much for me. It hardly ever does. Work is beating me down to a pulp and I have been feeling unmotivated and totally lacking any creative energy. It has carried over to May, and even yesterday at the office, I was having trouble breathing. I couldn’t get a deep, satisfying breath because of my anxiety.

Once I get home and shed the burdens of the office, things can quickly turn around and I will begin churning ideas and seeing if they take me places. I try to dream at night, but even my dreams are very boring and forgettable. What is happening to me??

Well, this is my sob story that I was going to tell on Oprah, but she declined the interview so I have to post it here. :( . Maybe Oprah will read it and want me on her show?? ;)

After I finished Bobi and the Lolipop, I thought, “this is what I could spend the rest of my life doing”, and it’s true. But that’s a dream for another day.

So this is to say I didn’t accomplish anything in April in terms of the LetsMakeMovies Movie-Making Program and it is unacceptable to me. Must get going! Must make movie!!

Goodbye for now!

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